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Disease of “Superson”

Disease of Superson

I am interested in health issue. I had been in medical research for 13 years. I didn’t deal with the patients but only worked in the laboratory. My daily task was to look after the cells in tubes and culture plates. I also analysed the tissues from the animals. Very rare human tissues were obtained. Of course the human urine and blood samples were not difficult to obtained. This job makes me uncomfortable as tissues mainly from animals which had to be killed. I must pray for these animals or I feel guilty.

I sometimes visited hospital. The hospital is large and one can lost his way in corridors. The car park is full and drivers slowly drive in the car park and waiting for a parking space. Someone has to park on the street nearby.

Millions of pound is spent in medical research. What is the result? The result is that more patients exist!

Have you thought why does this happen?

I have started looking after patients in their home two years ago. I am closer to patients. I can view inside or secret of unwellness. The secret is that we human is lack of discipline. We eat, use and desire more than our body can cope with. We consume more than we should in our lives.

Last Sunday, I visited a lady. When I entered her home, she was standing by her staircase. She was wobbly and dizzy. I helped her sit down in her settee. She sank there and was half faint. She told me that she was not well. Her memory only stays for 10 seconds. She asked the same questions again and again. She asked me, who tell you my address? Why you come here. Do you have your own family?

I told her that I have my own family, husband and children.

She still continue to ask me the same questions while she was laying on her back.

Because she has short memory, I can answer her question differently. So when she asked me the same question again, I told her, I don’t have husband and children. I am on my own.

To my surprise, she suddenly became better. She sit up and then stood up. She started looking after me. Until I left her, she still remembered that I had no family.

She poured me a drink, walked about and full of energy. She said: Listen, you can live with me and I will treat you as my daughter. How lucky I am today to know you.

According to her doctor, she suffers severe Alzheimer’s disease. She has been taking medication for her memory. However, while I was with her, I don’t think her brain has much problem but her heart. She couldn’t face that every one has family but she lives alone. She feels so sorry for herself. Her brain is full of self pity.

I call this disease of “Superson”. That mean a person is only healthy when her life is better than other people.

Each of us face this and that of trouble: We cannot achieve our goals, we cannot obtain our children’s respects, and we cannot spend money freely like other people, etc…

I certainly couldn’t make her better and nor her doctor. It is the same that family members can make me better and nor my doctors. Only I can help me better and keep me healthy. I have to hold my heart straight and discipline my life every day. In this way, I can contribute to NHS and release burden from doctors, society, family and friends by not to trouble them. I have looked after myself for two years. It means that I haven’t visited my GP for two years. You can do the same.

Let’s be free of disease of “Superson”.

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Today’s thought

Every day I have thought and I didn’t write down it and it’s gone.

If one has not a sentence to talk to you or to be with your interests for 5 mins, there is no business between you both.

People like lie more than truth as lie makes them comfort and truth makes them frightened.

If I want more friends, I need to lie more. Do I sacrifice my life to lie or should I keep living my life in a lonely truth? Lonely is not sad at all once you get use to it. It is a peaceful harbour.

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青花瓷

青花瓷

作词:方文山
作曲:周杰伦
编曲:钟兴民
原唱:周杰伦
翻唱:土干

素胚勾勒出青花笔锋浓转淡
瓶身描绘的牡丹一如妳初妆
冉冉檀香透过窗心事我了然
宣纸上走笔至此搁一半

釉色渲染仕女图韵味被私藏
而妳嫣然的一笑如含苞待放
妳的美一缕飘散 去到我去不了的地方

天青色等烟雨 而我在等妳
炊烟袅袅升起 隔江千万里
在瓶底书汉隶仿前朝的飘逸
就当我为遇见妳伏笔

天青色等烟雨 而我在等妳
月色被打捞起 晕开了结局
如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽 妳眼带笑意

色白花青的锦鲤跃然于碗底
临摹宋体落款时却惦记着妳
妳隐藏在窑烧里千年的秘密
极细腻犹如绣花针落地

帘外芭蕉惹骤雨门环惹铜绿
而我路过那江南小镇惹了妳
在泼墨山水画里 妳从墨色深处被隐去

天青色等烟雨 而我在等妳
炊烟袅袅升起 隔江千万里
在瓶底书汉隶仿前朝的飘逸
就当我为遇见妳伏笔

天青色等烟雨 而我在等妳
月色被打捞起 晕开了结局
如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽 妳眼带笑意

天青色等烟雨 而我在等妳
炊烟袅袅升起 隔江千万里
在瓶底书汉隶仿前朝的飘逸
就当我为遇见妳伏笔

天青色等烟雨 而我在等妳
月色被打捞起 晕开了结局
如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽 妳眼带笑意

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Hole punker

hole punker -google

Well, I don’t want to go back to sina blot. Other big webs also changed a lot. I lost many photos. I thought a big web is more reliable than my little web. In fact, it is wrong. Big companies are driven by their profit.

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老了1

老了1

自从回国照顾我父母后,我就变了。

父母老了,他们总是车轱辘绕地谈着同一件事情。我想,我要引以为戒,将来可不能这样。

老了,就病了。病了,就住院了。我对医院和医生有了一个近距离的接触。我对医学研究进而产生了一个彻底的反省。

送走了父母,我回到学校,再不像从前那样干活。凡是问问,意义何在?同时,我申请了照顾病人的工作,集中在照顾老人身上,拒绝接纳年轻病人和幼儿少年病人。

我父母对我评价很高,说我服侍得好,我母亲甚至说我是世界上第一流的护士。我照顾我母亲时有时发脾气,但她宁愿被我发脾气,也要我照顾她。我想起一些回忆录,提及张玉凤骂主席,可主席还是要她照顾,不要别人照顾。主席在时,谁敢骂他?可他专门需要一位骂他的人照顾他,这就是缘分。

我父母走了,我的心一直沉重。几年了,我觉得这辈子做错很多事情。可是生命不会重来。唯一能做的事情是祷告和忏悔。

在我记忆里,我父母的晚年是悲哀的。

照顾老人以后,我才意识到,所有老人都是悲哀的。老是末日,是灰暗悲哀的,这是老的属性。老是一种悲哀的福分,因为不是谁都有福气能活到老的。可活到老是为了体验悲哀的。丘吉尔说,长寿是悲哀的。对于年轻时叱咤风云或热情奔放的人来讲,老意味着失去了从前的社会活动,生活突然安静了,单调得无法忍受。

不要错误理解我,认为我在跟一群悲哀的人在一起会使我忧郁。不会的。跟老人在一起,就跟结果在一起了,知道了结果,顺藤摸瓜,去找原因,什么原因导致的这个结果?

幼年少年青年的未来都未知数,但中年时还认为未来是未知的,就没活明白。

我在学校的工作才是悲哀的,那里竞争激烈,高压高深高人,智力超群者才觉得快乐,我们这些凡人都是陪玩的。

照顾老人后,我的快乐开始了。

多数老人很像最乖的小孩子,包括我父母。老人是恋家的,有三个老人需要住院,她们死活不去。我内心高兴,多么智慧!不去医院才对,去医院干什么?有我呢。呵呵……

老人希望子女来看望。可子女都忙。那么他们就给子女电话,那点车轱辘话来回说,够子女烦的。从这点看,老人是负担。有老年父母的中年人生活在悲喜交加的日子里。悲,老人烦人,喜,老人健在。

有一位老人,家里水管破裂,发水了。救火车来了,排水。房屋需要修理。保险公司把老人安排进旅店,保险公司出住宿费。

这老头子住的旅店离他家有十五里路程,老头在旅店想家,跑出来了。他拿着手机,给女儿电话,给孙子电话,给重孙子电话,子孙们都顾不了他,让他自己打车回旅店。他走啊,乘公车啊,到天黑,饥寒交迫,被警察看到。他手机里有我的电话号码,警察给打我电话,先安慰我说,别怕,你没犯事。呵呵。然后,继续说,有这么一位老人,叫XX, 你认识吗?我说认识,现在住在某旅店。警察于是用警车把他送回旅店。这种事出现不下三回了。还有三回没丢,他确实摸回到他的家门口,多厉害!95岁。记得哟,看看你我95岁时能有啥壮举。

家就是这么吸引老人。

老人也舍不得扔掉常年使用的东西。宁可花再多的钱修理,也不愿买新的代替。

如果我能活到老,我该怎么生活呢?过去我没想过是否能活到老,这几年身体好些,觉得能多活些年了。这些老人的生活一直警告我,前方……是什么。

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Original Point – Great Medicine !

I listened to Original point and I couldn’t stop listening to it. How great it is to our daily lives. Then I went to listen to some stories of different patients in hospitals. I got conclusion that without equipment and laboratories, doctors cannot do anything. But Original Point can! How great it is.

We, in most situation, have no equipment, pills, laboratory near us. They are expensive and they need years of training. Original Point needs only three months for training. If you are talent, you can learn it within one month. Then with the knowledge of the Original Point theory and your two bare arms, you are well equipped and can save a life. Done!

Also, Original Point diagnoses much faster than hospitals do. It only takes a half minute to diagnose your problem in your health without harm your body at all, no blood, no cut, no scanning involved.

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